This post is in memoriam to Badjhur - may his incredible legacy of kindness and support live on in us.
It is also made in alignment with permissions and considerations of his close friends and family, as this piece has been completed since before his passing. I want to honor this piece of his legacy that I have by sharing it with the utmost respect.
This is not an easy post for me to make, but it is important to me that it be made public and shared with all of you. Trust me when I say that he would've wanted this to be shared.
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A history:
Badhjur believed in The Dex Collective.
We discussed it often, and he was always wholeheartedly enthusiastic and supportive of what TDC wanted to achieve in the audio erotica space. He was never shy about professing his admiration for my tenacity in learning and doing everything I could to create the best content possible.
He was patient, sincere, and steadfast. Our combined enthusiasm was palpable, and I am so incredibly fortunate to call myself his friend. Our time as friends will be some of my fondest memories.
In line with that steadfast enthusiasm, came the creation of this audio.
He approached me and said, "I want to do this audio with you."
I had already done this audio myself years and years ago, alone, where I was just starting to fumble through understanding what I wanted to achieve and create with TDC. He found this audio and asked if I still had the script. I always keep everything (of course), and when I confirmed I still had it, he said, "Set some time aside for me on Sunday, we're doing it."
When Badjhur had his sights set on something, he reminded me of me. So naturally, I said yes.
When Badjhur locked in, there was no stopping him. This performance took everything out of us and we had a long conversation after we were finished recording to discuss how we felt. It's an emotional performance that leaves on a bittersweet note and it served as a reminder that they are people who genuinely care and feel behind these creations.
I wanted to create a story that doesn't have a HEA (Happily Ever After), or even a HFN (Happy For Now), and that's ok. Emotions are fluid and complicated, especially when sex and chemistry are involved, and that's what I wanted out of telling this story. Badjhur delivers that layered, complicated emotion in spades, and I will forever be grateful to share mic time alongside such an incredible talent and person.
Originally, he wanted to post this audio. Now it falls to me, and I will honor it as best I can.
If you want to donate in his honor—please visit: https://www.badgertrust.org.uk/
TDC has already made a contribution to pass along the compassion that Badj shared so freely with everyone.
Please enjoy the show.
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They repel each other with scathing words and lingering glares, pretending it's hate, but their bodies betray them.
Drawn in by heat, pulled closer by the unspoken promise of what might happen if one of them gives in.
It's not a matter of if they collide, it's when.
And how hard.
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Featuring:
F VA: Neondextrose
M VA: Badjhur
Produced by: The Dex Collective
Tags:
[MF4A] [Cinematic Narrative] [Full Cast] [Enemies to Enemies-ish] [Office] [Tension] [Hatefuck] [Fingering] [Doggie] [Condescension] [Angst] [Jealousy] [Confession] [Begging] [Creampie] [Dismissal] [Bittersweet Ending]
